The problem is . . .
I am an introvert and I am evasive and I have no confidence and I really have no social skills.
And I only choose to expose myself to what is familiar and what I like. Anything that makes me feel uncomfortable, I stick my head back into my shell and evade.
Lately,
I feel like a loser getting upset here and there over little things that I know do not make much difference to my life.
It's strange how my mind is in a complete blank in the day and how random thoughts wander without any boundaries when I close my eyes at night. Then I dream instead of sleep the night away.
I don't feel like talking much in the day but I have to. So I really wish to be allowed to stay silent and expressionless and thoughtless after work.
Maybe I just need some good deep sleep to recover.
I think so.
I still have optimism and a strong will to be happy!
And I still have MD, some masks, and my nails....
Lucky me. I will recover very soon!
I am an introvert and I am evasive and I have no confidence and I really have no social skills.
And I only choose to expose myself to what is familiar and what I like. Anything that makes me feel uncomfortable, I stick my head back into my shell and evade.
Lately,
I feel like a loser getting upset here and there over little things that I know do not make much difference to my life.
It's strange how my mind is in a complete blank in the day and how random thoughts wander without any boundaries when I close my eyes at night. Then I dream instead of sleep the night away.
I don't feel like talking much in the day but I have to. So I really wish to be allowed to stay silent and expressionless and thoughtless after work.
Maybe I just need some good deep sleep to recover.
I think so.
I still have optimism and a strong will to be happy!
And I still have MD, some masks, and my nails....
Lucky me. I will recover very soon!

5 Comments:
U have us too chiobu! Shall we mt up next week???
yes!
and u do have alot of things. u do have social skills! see, u have us as friends!!
oh am I late?
Yes you are a great fren to me. How can say you dun have social skills.
You are loved. :)
hey are u upset cos some vivian or bobby forgot to leave u comments lately?? haha
okok i believe you will recover in time, really. xiang xhin wo men de jq/kx/jd de jue xhin!
hey...da jia..
thank u..haha..
maybe i can conclude i had better social skills when i was younger so luckily made frens w u all.
Maybe u all v kind took pity on loser/fatty...
haha..thanks!! I will b ok!!!
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