one of those days
There were many days in my life where I hated myself for allowing myself to be with people whom I do not like to be with; or people whom I have nothing to say to and can’t be bothered to make talk with, and people whom I do not wish to be seen around with. And sadly, today happens to be one of those days……(dun worry, kcyf..you are not one of them! lol)
I wonder if there is something wrong with the people around me, or does the problem just lies with me and me only, like, perhaps I am just not sociable or accommodating enough to be nice to everyone…but, why are there so many out there who tell jokes that I cant even force out a false chuckle at, and even more of those whom I don’t feel like talking to and even if I do, won’t understand what I am talking about???
“曾灰心以为, 我来错了世界, 太多想法很另类, 找不到人了解...”
But then, why do I still bother to dine with them, and why do I still bother to give them the “I am listening” and “I am interested” look, when in my heart, I am already hating myself for being there with them?!?! I don’t know why, honestly. I just can’t say no, and I hate myself for not being able to say no. This must be a sign of growing up…
wahaha…but I also have a lot of my childish ways to avoid making talk with people, like, pretending not to see them (small eyes come in useful at times), pretending to have fallen asleep (on bus or train), or walk past them pretending to be having some serious conversation on the hp.
To sidetrack a bit…today I saw a 95% aka toro guy on the train, think I can expect myself to jue yuan with cgs for the nxt 2 yrs le…wahaha…cos this one hbhtkal!?!?!
I wonder if there is something wrong with the people around me, or does the problem just lies with me and me only, like, perhaps I am just not sociable or accommodating enough to be nice to everyone…but, why are there so many out there who tell jokes that I cant even force out a false chuckle at, and even more of those whom I don’t feel like talking to and even if I do, won’t understand what I am talking about???
“曾灰心以为, 我来错了世界, 太多想法很另类, 找不到人了解...”
But then, why do I still bother to dine with them, and why do I still bother to give them the “I am listening” and “I am interested” look, when in my heart, I am already hating myself for being there with them?!?! I don’t know why, honestly. I just can’t say no, and I hate myself for not being able to say no. This must be a sign of growing up…
wahaha…but I also have a lot of my childish ways to avoid making talk with people, like, pretending not to see them (small eyes come in useful at times), pretending to have fallen asleep (on bus or train), or walk past them pretending to be having some serious conversation on the hp.
To sidetrack a bit…today I saw a 95% aka toro guy on the train, think I can expect myself to jue yuan with cgs for the nxt 2 yrs le…wahaha…cos this one hbhtkal!?!?!
posted by joey at 1:52 上午
3 Comments:
i noe wat ur toking abt. i am gonna start an entry and how much i dislike to hanxuan too and then saw ur blog. hbht qiao le!
n please ask the exbuyer to stop all this, who wants to stay in contact with her?? hen lei ren yeh!
Hey hey...
I am suddenly very afraid that you and xq may be talking about me... cos I think I am in contact with you 2... and it makes me feel like the common link... and sometimes I just really DON'T KNOW what the heck is going on!!! Very scary...
But... ok la, heng today's lunch clear up the part that you are talking abt the ex-buyer. haha. So I know you SHOULDN'T be refering to me..
But this xq... I very scared to call her and haa laa le...
hmm.. my da yi ma is almost gone.. I TOTALLY understand with you are going through man!! I had to allow her to visit, although i hate her to bits!!grrrr...
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