2004年9月14日

不是温室里的小花!!

Today, a colleague commented that I am a wen shi li de xiao hua (for dj's benefit, wen1 shi4: greenhouse, xiao3 hua1: little flower...not schoolbelle..lol). This is nothing new to me ba...tho it's the first time someone spells out to me like that...i am not offended, honestly, there is no nid to, in fact, i tot it sounded more like a compliment to a sn wanabe like me. wahaha...but it spurred on smthg in me and i think i have been misunderstood by most of the world...which all the while i m aware of actually, but din see the need to clarify....

yes, i confess to having a soft outlook...not just mentally, but also physically..wahaha. ruan ruan de wor...like yc!!! but to be very cliche...never judge a sn by the cover. u may think i m submissive, but this is just my way of showing respect for u all, the "seniors" and the "superiors",u may think i m clueless, but i m just not interested, and u may think i dun have a mind of my own, but its plainly becos i think u are not worthy enough for me to share my tots. zhen yang!!!

many think i am very pampered, i do not deny, but its becos I know how to appreciate the love that i have. many tink i m happy-go-lucky and take things lightly, but tts becos I know how to make myself happy, and many think i have a good life, of cos i have, i am healthy and abled, and u all are too!! issit that enuf to make life good?

once again, i m not a wen shi li de xiao hua at heart, i dare say that underneath my ruan ruo casing, i do have my own insistence on matters!! yes, i do hide in the toilet to cry, and i do complain a lot at times, but at the end of the day...i will still go on if i have set my mind on smthg...like my work. i noe i m indecisive and wishy washy at times, but take note these are all traits of a sn, one whole package, no choice abt that...wahaha.

so, to all those who have misunderstoood me, dun undermine my mental strength just because i cant carry heavy cartons and I can't walk as fast as u all!! one day i will prove you all wrong, not by changing, but by revealing...

lastly, wana let off some fumes. u all out there who dun bother to help me today and only know how to come and say feng liang hua, i despise u all!! make a sn do this kind of chu huo-er all by herself!! again reinforce that spore nan ren dun have looks and dun have character...we are right!!!!!

today is a day of hard work at IBB...just hope dis week pass quick enuf...
tsj: outing on sat????

4 Comments:

Blogger ayu said...

hey. now dj and u both allow comments on ur blog. should i put one on mine too??? but then i want to jian chi (haha) abt not having a comment box too leh. so how? and i wonder if its becos dj dunno i m actively writing a very idol based blog or she just dun bother to read my blog or maybe she just read but can't comment cos i am in fact wondering how come tsj de dj left u such long comments but never said anything abt mine???!!!

anyway those who know u will know that u are not a wen shi li de xiao hua cos although u may have everything that pple want, u do face ur very downsides but u will always try to pull urself up instead of going into this 'xie si di li' zhuang tai. so heck care them!

n yes spore guys... ... ... i can only ... . all the more makes wmjdxm n yc appealing to us! and yes regarding to dj's qn, how to get the 3x into us? but now prob is nobody wants xt, everyone wants xz and 2 of us want xm!!!!!!! enough of our shui xing yang hua!! LOL

9:57 下午  
Blogger joey said...

haha...i fil very mad posting a comment abt my own blog..but this is to respond to yr comment, xq.i think she got read la, but yr blog dun allow us to post comments!! only can email u...but y u jian chi abt not having comments ah?? have comment function la..more fun!!!

12:37 上午  
Blogger joey said...

haha...i fil very mad posting a comment abt my own blog..but this is to respond to yr comment, xq.i think she got read la, but yr blog dun allow us to post comments!! only can email u...but y u jian chi abt not having comments ah?? have comment function la..more fun!!!

12:39 上午  
Blogger Huini said...

hey joey! abt the wen shi li de xiao hua... i have to remind u that u dare dare ask me before if i know wat is "wen shi li mei you chan lan de hua" in Mayday's Er Wo Zhi Dao... and I told u that i know lor!!! I actually know that wen shi refer to greenhouse ok!! hey hey hey!! I sudd feel like u are a chinese teacher who mark me wrong cos u nv read/listen to my answer carefully!! so unfair... hahah!

i dunno wat to say abt xq's issues abt the comment box la. v feng!

but we all feng xia qu... this will become a tsj blog... so we better stop!!

and we all need to get chinese characters installed la... its v feng to post msg etc when abt 30% of the time we are using han yu pin yin!!!!

2:30 上午  

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