noise
do you know of days where the world gets so so so noisy that you wish you can disapparate to your bedroom and stay there alone forever with your ipod? with your eyes closed.
this is one of those days.
parents bickering over frivoulous petty most random stuff, strangers chatting incessantly in the backgroud in various accents and languages, their unruly sweaty kids buzzing around and finally, your mobile rings and someone on the other end distrupts your off day guiltlessly.
you are not in a bad mood. you just have too many things on your mind, you need some peace to let them settle, but peace seems to be the most difficult thing.
or maybe... i am in a bad mood. but it is different from being unhappy.
i do miss all the old sodagreen songs.
i do miss sharing my earphones with someone who listens to a song as intently.
i do think that we should share our lives with a someone who can share our favourite tunes. Because the tunes are simply our lives.
i love loving one song for 10 years. i love how the same song moves me the same when I was 18 and am turning 28. i love how i forget that 10 years have passed while listening to the same song, and how it also reminds me that 10 years have passed.
I don't really know how we should feel at 28. It wouldn't be the same as 18 surely. It wouldn't even be the same as 23 or 24 or 25. How are we to feel about life and love at 28? What happens at 38 and 48 and 58 when we are already lamenting so much at 28!
ha...this is so random.
i guess sundays are meant for randoms.
........................................
charlie is not good. not good at all.
and i am such a weakling. we sat at the back of the car, charlie on my right and tears flowed uncontrollably from my left eye. i couldn't breathe yet i couldn't sniff. it will break the silence and it will give me away. (and i didn't know i have became so good at crying that i can subconsciously control which eye my tears flow from!)
anyway, you are right i am so silly.
we will all be strong and you will open your eyes and see all our smiles.
you know how much we love you.
this is one of those days.
parents bickering over frivoulous petty most random stuff, strangers chatting incessantly in the backgroud in various accents and languages, their unruly sweaty kids buzzing around and finally, your mobile rings and someone on the other end distrupts your off day guiltlessly.
you are not in a bad mood. you just have too many things on your mind, you need some peace to let them settle, but peace seems to be the most difficult thing.
or maybe... i am in a bad mood. but it is different from being unhappy.
i do miss all the old sodagreen songs.
i do miss sharing my earphones with someone who listens to a song as intently.
i do think that we should share our lives with a someone who can share our favourite tunes. Because the tunes are simply our lives.
i love loving one song for 10 years. i love how the same song moves me the same when I was 18 and am turning 28. i love how i forget that 10 years have passed while listening to the same song, and how it also reminds me that 10 years have passed.
I don't really know how we should feel at 28. It wouldn't be the same as 18 surely. It wouldn't even be the same as 23 or 24 or 25. How are we to feel about life and love at 28? What happens at 38 and 48 and 58 when we are already lamenting so much at 28!
ha...this is so random.
i guess sundays are meant for randoms.
........................................
charlie is not good. not good at all.
and i am such a weakling. we sat at the back of the car, charlie on my right and tears flowed uncontrollably from my left eye. i couldn't breathe yet i couldn't sniff. it will break the silence and it will give me away. (and i didn't know i have became so good at crying that i can subconsciously control which eye my tears flow from!)
anyway, you are right i am so silly.
we will all be strong and you will open your eyes and see all our smiles.
you know how much we love you.
posted by joey at 2:22 下午
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