2006年2月25日

Nails again!!

I was not supposed to ill treat my nails any further. Because they have became brittle and yellow after a few months of staying under at least 6 coats of paint at any point of time.

But I woke up from my sleep last night and found them looking very short and inferior. Guess they were too used to hiding under layers of glitter and top coat.

So I spent 3hrs on this. 3hrs because my left hand really very bu zheng qi, trembled all the way when dotting for the right! And I had no previous dotting experience.

My colleague calls them the bimbo nails.



l really cant live with plain nails anymore!

Same for Ayu and Niu. One friday evening, we met and sat at some Coffee Bean and passed round a bottle of PAUL gold glitter and applied layers and layers obsessively like we were preparing to blind people with our nails later.

This was the finished nails. But we had a problem. Who's going to pull the cab door open later?


2006年2月21日

KAWAII! (and DCJ)




Very kawaii little girl! I was helping to sell shoes and she sat beside me while her mum shopped for shoes! Think her mum is a Japanese and her dad Canadian. So she could speak Jap and English!

Really very kawaii and lively! So lively this was the only 2 clear photos I could take.

And when she left kept shouting :"Bye Bye oni-chan!!" to me from the cash counter!

REALLY SO KAWAII!

EEEKS! Just saw that local tv going to show da chang jin in Mar. My sis is going to follow for the Nth time! And they dare to claim they are trend setter in Asia. DCJ is passe la!!! PLEASE!

And that day the cosmetics buyer showed me a letter from a Korean company saying that they had got the legal rights to the label Da Chang Jin and they had developed a range of cosmetics and skincare under this brand!!

WHAT?!?! Imagine one day tell people I am using DCJ de mascara or cleanser. hahaha

And really la, DCJ is passe!!!!

PLEASE STOP TRYING!

My D&D - MADhatters

Finally compromised with myself about last night. Actually I did not want to remember too much. But I did had a good time at the start.

Before that, I was almost bi feng by what to wear!!! Really, and the worst part was the theme being mad-HAT-ters nite, and my fav chairman wanted us to all make effort on our hats! Come on, if he was not my fav chairman, who would wana support such a theme! It's so difficult esp when all the affordable hats in spore are so cliche!!! And I did not attend the meeting which they brainstormed and decided on the theme!


I could not find anything after combing for 2 weekends, and finally with the help of niu, at the very last minute, I succumbed to buying some materials from spotlight to make one myself. I just wanted a small gui fu looking one to clip on like an accessory.

The making process: I stole the Maggi cup from 7-11! But after that I realized it was too big on the head, so I dug out some cut papercups with penguins and cut them up!





The pink one was the 1st one I made with the fabric i bought from spotlight. But I had such a poor memory, until I took out my top then I realised it was peach not pink!! So it was a total mismatch!!!

Luckily my mum donated her old pillowcase to me and I re-did the floral one! Which matched my top completely, and looks more gui qi!! wo hen ha gui qi!!



My lacey babydoll and my shoes! clover was very much against the top but I had to buy it because it was so so so pretty and had many da pian de lace!! Wo hen haa lace too!



This was the guy I had to send home. He already kuai bu xing le here. And the 2nd photo is my supervisor and my current boss.


My all time favourite v dark looking ah lian and my other nice commitee members. They took off their hats already cos it was too much a hassle and it made them sweat in the air-con ballroom! haha~ The 2nd photo my fav chairman jus snapped like that. And I forgot to ask him take with me!!!

Everytime I see myself in photos I am convinced I really resemble my sister. haha~ AND WHERE ARE MY EYES!!! WHERE?!?!

Forgot to take with my peers because I was had to do duties during the dinner and they left straight after dinner.

By the way, I think less than 20 staff came in hats. Maybe they also found all the hats in spore too cliche, I don't know! Luckily we prepared cheap party hats which they looked very happy with. ?!?!?!?! Maybe they are jus very easily contented!

Last Night

Yesterday night was my DnD and today is Company Day which means all of us do not have to work, once in a long long year!

I had been having very bad sleep lately, last night and this afternoon as well.
And this morning I woke up with the dried up yellow pus in my eyes again. I only wore contacts yesterday (after wearing specs for 1 whole week!!!) Really like that also bu fang guo wo issit!

Luckily I had finally made a new pair of Jill Stuart and got used to wearing specs.
But still I prefer contacts because my frame always fight for space with my fringe and I cant find my eyes among the frame and fringe! GOU LE!

And I feel very insecure because I cant see things/people at my sides unless I turn around!

Back to my DnD, as usual I see many people drinking themselves silly. Maybe some jus haa the free flow beer and maybe some just wana get intoxicated and get close to girls.

Whatever it is, I just hope they are happy and get home safely. I ended up sending a din know very well coll home because ... because ...

Maybe because I intended to send someone else but there wasn't the need to.

Really people start to do and talk nonsense when they are drunk. I don't know if it's a good thing or bad. I jus know maybe I should not take them too seriously even if I wish to.

But it's interesting to see how people let themselves go when they are drunk, regardless of their rank in the company. Because I am in the organising commitee, we had to stay around until everyone went home. So I sat and watched the people go crazy. I think I can understand the temptation of being drunk and getting high, but I still like being sober more.

Because nothing will change the day after.

Last night I met a very nice taxi driver, who waited patiently when I accompanied my coll to the void deck, and he insisted on getting down from his cab to see that I stepped into the lift safely. Only realised I should have taken down his car plate and compliment him when I told my mum about it this morning.

He cant be reading my blog cos I am not xiaxue. But it's still heart warming to know there are really kind souls around.

PMS is on the way...I can feel it.
I want to go for yoga and I jus want to get some good sleep.

2006年2月17日

happy.BIRTH.day

词曲:阿信
為什麼奶昔不甜 為什麼風景不美
因為你 在身邊 世界只剩下 一個焦點
一開始你就特別 從眼神就很體貼
我們都 不穿鞋 光著腳穿越 耳語流言
在這之前我到底是誰 你出現 我眼前 一瞬間 一切都改變
happy birth day 你就在我身邊
和你吃苦一生 勝過天堂一天
happy birth day 告別憂傷昨天
自從遇見了你 才是我 happy birth day
風箏和風在纏綿 詩人和詩在兜圈
你坐在 我旁邊 這一種快樂 無法描寫
世界我環遊一圈 看很多空中小姐
都沒有 比你美 第一名模也 只能閃邊
為什麼快樂也會流下眼淚?
灌溉了我的荒野 開滿了玫瑰
我不累 我不睡 我不休息 我不闔眼
我不想浪費 每一秒 在這個 有你的世界
I am loving this song very much now because its so tian mi!
NO!!! It's nobody's birthday!
I think its like when you have found someone as right as JUST VERY RIGHT, HAD NEVER BEEN SO RIGHT, YOU JUST KNOW IT IS RIGHT, you will feel like you had not really lived for all these years.
So it's a rebirth for both, like shedding all the past unhappiness, failed relationships etc, and emerging into a new life together.
So it's a happy birth day for both!!
Ah xin is cai zi!!!!
QUICK TURN UP THE VOLUME!!!

2006年2月7日

A very brave day

I have this urge to blog today because I think I had been through a lot today!!

Because I have this I do not know came from where eye infection and I had been v jue jiang de pushing my lenses in my eyes regardless of the pain for the past week or so, until I was finally willing to admit there is something wrong when I get yellow discharge (which i tot was eye shit all along!!) and my eyes got smaller and smaller by the day, like they were not small enough to start with!!!

(what a long paragraph)

AND SO I HAD TO WEAR SPECS TO WORK TODAY!!!

U all know I never even looked ok with specs all this while!
And...my specs is an old pair so the degrees is wrong and hence they make me very giddy.
And my deg is quite high so even with ultra thin the lens still look thick! v loser la!
And my fringe was too long, it kept poking into my specs so I trimmed it myself this morning and it turned out crooked.

TELL ME!!! are the above not enough to make me want to stay at home and hide!

But I had to go to work! Really I finally knew what is the power of the heart and mind combined, because as I was walking to the station this morning I really felt like my feet refused to carry me forward!!! But they can run me home anytime!!!

Anyway, I still went la. Have to be a brave adult.



So i looked like this 2day, but its really my Nth try take cos I really look v qian da in many shots!!! haha~

Ya and the whole office had to ask me a million times why I am in specs and had to stop by my seat and peep/stare/look (and laugh) at me like I am an exhibit!!!

Gou le!! I am already feeling so insecure, so jus STOP IT can!! ahaha~~

Hope I will recover by Thurs! Really feel v insecure in my specs! And yes, it's high time I make a new pair! And there should be some ultra ultra ultra thin technology now I guess! Just dun be too exp pls!!!

祝福我吧!!!