It's yet another Sunday night, all alone at home, waiting for my parents to come back.

I actually quite enjoy being alone at home and indulging in naps and masks and squeezing blackheads and reading my harry porter's.

But then again, such loneliness nan mian make me insecure. haha. about what i dunno. maybe about having to be lonely for very long or forever. but CHOY!

Recently I heard about some jian nan ren who cheat on their gfs etc. I HATE MEN WHO BETRAY FOR LUST! But I am also hearing of many friends getting married or buying houses to prepare for marriage etc. (Hey! really very happy for you all, and really very envious too!) At least got xin fu examples to give some hope!

I hate to be cliche but really....TIME FLIES!!! haha...

X'mas is coming again and I am going to help out at mango sale and gift wrapping again! To quote MD lyrics...really man grow up too slow and grow old too fast!!

Lately I am spending a lot! I suspect there is some voidness in me and I have to use material possessions to fill it up. New bags and shoes and clothes make me happy, manicures and masks make me happy, shopping for MD stuff online makes me happy. But spending too much makes me unhappy....hahaha

Lately I am hooked to doing masks and reading story books at night and sleeping alot on off days. I think it's a luxury to lie in bed the whole day and fall in and out of sleep while reading and masking.

Lately I am not enjoying work and gets very restless and irritable at work. But there are so much more things to do and I am so inefficient! And I am bearing a grudge against my boss.

I can sense a headache coming le. And my parents not back yet!! SCREAM!

that's all for now.
Yes, this entry is meant to have NO ZHONG DIAN.haha