when Peihan xiao returned to Spore on 26 Sept. Realised we forgot to take a group pic. Dun have any evidence of LS turning up. haha

It's yet another Sunday night, all alone at home, waiting for my parents to come back.

I actually quite enjoy being alone at home and indulging in naps and masks and squeezing blackheads and reading my harry porter's.

But then again, such loneliness nan mian make me insecure. haha. about what i dunno. maybe about having to be lonely for very long or forever. but CHOY!

Recently I heard about some jian nan ren who cheat on their gfs etc. I HATE MEN WHO BETRAY FOR LUST! But I am also hearing of many friends getting married or buying houses to prepare for marriage etc. (Hey! really very happy for you all, and really very envious too!) At least got xin fu examples to give some hope!

I hate to be cliche but really....TIME FLIES!!! haha...

X'mas is coming again and I am going to help out at mango sale and gift wrapping again! To quote MD lyrics...really man grow up too slow and grow old too fast!!

Lately I am spending a lot! I suspect there is some voidness in me and I have to use material possessions to fill it up. New bags and shoes and clothes make me happy, manicures and masks make me happy, shopping for MD stuff online makes me happy. But spending too much makes me unhappy....hahaha

Lately I am hooked to doing masks and reading story books at night and sleeping alot on off days. I think it's a luxury to lie in bed the whole day and fall in and out of sleep while reading and masking.

Lately I am not enjoying work and gets very restless and irritable at work. But there are so much more things to do and I am so inefficient! And I am bearing a grudge against my boss.

I can sense a headache coming le. And my parents not back yet!! SCREAM!

that's all for now.
Yes, this entry is meant to have NO ZHONG DIAN.haha

Look at my first decent mainicure! I feel very handicapped in it, need to blog to practise typing with nice nails so that I can be more natural at work!!! haha....
Just now my mum had to help me remove meat shreds stuck between my teeth. Really, how not to love mums right!

Spent $28 on it. I told my mum it was $12 and she gasped! Say very expensive. Really aunties these days need to have more exposure, quite clueless about market rates. I already cut the shock by more than 50% le, she still GASPED.

Anyway, I am not completely satisfied la when it was done, but tried very hard to convince myself it's SN and cute. Now I like it le. haha. See that silver glitter line, it was actually in black and really looked QI GUAI! Sometimes we can only trust the manicure people for their skills, NOT THEIR COLOUR COORDINATION SENSE! next time I have to learn to be more independent when making decision. First time su la a bit jiu suan le!

oh, thanks xq for bringing me there and gydn, waiting for you to do pedi!



I only realised today that I have FAT fingers. And kui wo always imagined I can lend my hands to model rings etc. Now I know I CANT, cos really got very un-photogenic fingers!

Today is a cold day.
And it's a cold night now.

I am feeling damn tired, luckily I'm off tomorrow.
Tomorrow the only few things that i wana do is to eat and sleep and lie in bed with my mask and do nothing.
Because I am so tired!

Today I was very demoralised at work, and I sat at my desk trying to hold back my tears. After 28 months here, this is the 1st time I have a strong urge to move on. But there is still somthing holding me back. Very tempted to say many sigh's now, but think I should be more optimistic and it may partially be my PMS.

So I hope to have a good sleep tonight and a good rest tomorrow.

明天会更好 for us.