No matter how hard I try, the dark cloud still manage to find me and hover over my head from time to time. I did try to shoo it off, but I still will lose at times. Maybe it's just that time of the month.

Sometimes I fall so deep into sleep on the train that I wake up clueless about where I am and where I am going to. I feel so tired I just want to go back to sleep and let the train take me to wherever. I step out of the station and find that the sky is already dark. I do not quite like the feeling of walking home in the dark.

Sometimes I feel that my halo has been removed and my wand has lost its powers. I looked at the crowd walking down orchard road on a friday evening and I pondered over where I should head for.

It is not easy, but I know it should not be that difficult too.
I am just managably unhappy. I am fine.