many many puppies again!
I extremely love that top left hand corner one!
how can look so sha! haha

looking forward to hear derrick sing tomorrow...

Today I need to blog about superstar (SS) again! because it is just getting too hyped up at my workplace especially during lunchtime.

Derrick's fans in the office has stretched across an age grp of 23-48(maybe) and from merchandising to sales to A&P, executives to managers.

During lunchtime this late 40's manager (single) charged in to demand to discuss D with me which I will of course be very glad to. Told me she very sad that she had to work late shift on saturday if not she would have went to J8 support a D. Then I told her I am going to write in to mediacorp to request for the live recording tix and she got very high, ask me MUST bring her along and to pls send in as many as I can and she wil pay for the postage. LOL. We will bring boards to cover our faces.

Then we started to discuss how if D dun hong, can just ask him come and work at at our place and be the supervisor of ladies shoes,and everyday will see the buyer very hardworking stand on the sales floor pack stock serve customer etc with the supervisor. haha

And by this time, this manager already got so high and over, actually commented to we 3 young execs: Ay, y u all last time come and apply for floor manager ah? should all go and join superstar! then since I am well known for always visiting kbox, they decided to push me to join next yr and dicussed how they can force promoters and staff and suppliers to vote for me and publicise for me on the newsletter and the window displays, just SO that next time they can tell their friends that they know me and my superiors involved in the discussion, can tell people that..."u know that F1, kena turkan by me b4 last time!"

so...lunch ended with their one-sided conclusion that next year I shall take part.
And my A&P coll told me she will call her mediacorp working partners to check out if they can give us some tix for SS etc.

Then later part of the day, my A&P coll just told me tt the mediscorp pple called her b4 she even called them, to ask borrow clothes for the SS hosts!!!!! And she supposedly also helped to ask if the contestants need to borrow as well, I mean, we will be more than glad to allocate someone (aka me) to personally attend to D's clothings needs. haha...but think they DUN NEED la...too bad!

erhmm,,ya..so think that is about all for today, we will continue discussing tomorow. But suddenly recognize the non-monetary (aka idol related) benefits that my company provides, after the initial D launch. haha....retail can still be remotely linked to entertainment industry afterall! When will I ever be linked to MD??? I am waiting! They want to borrow clothes from us?? We have big sizes and dun mind the clothes being returned with sweat!!

So much about a SS and D. But just want to clarify though I dun really think anyone cares. haha. I do not have any designs on that D boy, but really just want to support him cos love his singing, and of cos becos he looks soooo cute!

and here is the link to him again:
http://superstar.channelu.com.sg/project/male03.htm

SO MANY CUTE WHITE DOGGIES!!! hahaha
u all can tell me which is your favourite, together with your email add, and I will send that picture to you within 3 working days. haha.

Everytime you smile to me,
I smile to myself for a very long time.

WooHoo!!! Derrick is back in the game!!!
He must have won by the 3 votes that I casted!! lol...
I was supposed to cast 5 la...but anyway he still won, I managed to save $1.20!

This stupid Channel U method of elimination...I HATE! out to sabo people with a weak heart like me!

Hey, you all who still don't know him...please check out this link...PLEASE update yourselves on the next big thing. PLEASE!!!! watch his performance clips!!!

http://superstar.channelu.com.sg/project/male03.htm

He is such a cute small boy with a BIG VOICE!! very ke ai...once he starts singing becomes a different man...haha..boy to man! I love his singing! very deep and very shen qing and very tou ru and very sincere.

Sigh...You all know I have always been talking about this thing called "karma" that can come very instantly right. After having despised THOSE fans who chased after THOSE singapore idols, and despite all my condemnation for singapore guys who can generally just be known as LOSERS, now I am contemplating about going to see and hear Derrick live!

haha..maybe what is stopping me is the lack of company? Any jue dui superstar fans out there? Can call me to arrange before this sat. haha...

Perhaps if ph is around she may oblige...because she can get high even from seeing Chen Shucheng live, and we are talking about SUPERSTARS here!

ay....yah. Main point here is: SUPPORT DERRICK!

No matter how hard I try, the dark cloud still manage to find me and hover over my head from time to time. I did try to shoo it off, but I still will lose at times. Maybe it's just that time of the month.

Sometimes I fall so deep into sleep on the train that I wake up clueless about where I am and where I am going to. I feel so tired I just want to go back to sleep and let the train take me to wherever. I step out of the station and find that the sky is already dark. I do not quite like the feeling of walking home in the dark.

Sometimes I feel that my halo has been removed and my wand has lost its powers. I looked at the crowd walking down orchard road on a friday evening and I pondered over where I should head for.

It is not easy, but I know it should not be that difficult too.
I am just managably unhappy. I am fine.

This is a turbulent year. One of the most turbulent from what I can remember.
Too much unrest and too much uneasiness, yet too much blankness as well, and hence too much contradictions.

But maybe blankness is just the solution to all the unwelcomed emotions.

已经好远了 退也有一点累了
我们都不知道路多远 走到何时才歇一歇

不如就现在吧 让我们都停下
但是在休息后 我们还不知道继续走的理由

雨都停了 天都亮了 我们还不懂
这爱情路究竟带我们到什么地方

是要持续 仍旧珍惜 还是回到原地
如今此刻的我的确是有一点疲倦

For all out there who are feeling tired.
Maybe it's just ourselves who need to take a rest and have our wings fixed.
We will all be stronger angels after that.