to go or not to go.....

my calves are so cramped from yest I cant even walk and climb the stairs properly!! And I am missing him a lot now! We call this the PMS (Post MD Syndrome..wahaha). Last time I had a so called workout was the traumatizing Amore experience. I think I pamper my fat body too much le, haha…ever since its apparent resistance that time, I never try to make it do any strenuous exercise anymore, until last night!!!

Was flung back to reality this morning when I was forced to pull out my earphones when I stepped into the office! Hai…can I just be left alone here in my world, I am totally unprepared to come back to face the cao mins and their world. So I just bai ge chou lian and to anyone who came near, told them I have a bad throat so dun wish to speak much..wahaha…but check out how ongoingly loud and clear I was at the ahxin discussion during lunch!

Now contemplating if I should send them off tonight, but 1am, hbhtcl!! And how to explain to my mum!?!? And what if they just rush off and we dun get any interaction, then midnight surcharge plus going against my mum plus being labeled as irrational plus sacrificial of sleep jiu tai unjustifiable le ba! hey…but! What if next day hear exciting stories about fans and them at airport, then I will go long pia for sure! How how how?!?!?! AHHHHH!!!!!