how to?

when we are at a loss, can there be someone who can tell us definitively what to do so there will be no regrets?
how do we live in the moment and be a responsible 29 yr old adult at the same time. How???

hello world

hello loves.
soon we will say bye bye to april and hello to may.
hello may!
hello mayday!

at 29, i miss feeling like 19.
at 29, there are so many good old days to reminisce.
at 29, i thought i will be a good decision maker,
but i realized that i am not.
at 29, things are complicated, nothing is sane.
at 29, you only want to spend time with people
who are worthwhile.

at 29, you sing 后青春期的诗

当烟雾随晨光飘散 枕畔的湖已风乾 　　
期待已退化成等待 而我告别了突然 　　
当泪痕勾勒成遗憾 回忆夸饰著伤感
逝水比喻时光荏苒 终於我们不再 为了生命狂欢　为爱情狂乱 　　
然而青春彼岸　盛夏正要一天一天一天的灿烂 　　 　　
　 　　
谁说不能让我　此生唯一自传　如同诗一般 　　
无论多远未来　读来依然一字一句一篇都灿烂 　　

让天空解释著蔚蓝　浮云定义著洁白 　　
落花铺陈一片红色地毯　
迎接我们到未来　
精彩未完的未来

然后呢 一起走吧 dearest friends (: