2008年1月30日

呸呸呸!

这世界到底是怎样!
是我越来越倒霉,还是世上的恶人越来越多
怎么都这样他妈的不讲理~
真是一个个王八蛋!
不吐不快

犹豫是一种病。
情绪不稳定是一种病。
缺乏安全感是一种病。
我想我有病。

我已经发现了
这个社会惩罚随和善良的人
我可以给你盖个章确认这点
老娘就是经过多次临床证明的陈样本
你当人家是朋友 人家把你当屁
你对人家好 别以为他们会领情
可是我永远学不会凶狠 不够不屑
虽然我现在真的很想变恶人

鼠年来转个运吧
最近小人四面埋伏
真是防不胜防!

2008年1月29日

She just woke up from her nap.
She made her own way up to the ledge
and snuggled behind the pillow to sleep.
So cute!


That's the close up.
No! she is not acting Edison Chan.
There is just not enough mouth space to keep
her long tongue. So cute,Roxy is a gremlin!

2008年1月28日

Barcelona winter time

I really enjoyed Barcelona a lot more this time.
Maybe it was the company
Or maybe it was just the weather.

I wonder how the climate can change

the look of the city entirely.
It turned the place into a hue of brown all around.
Winter is such a great season!
I love the bald trees with the old and neat buildings.
Really, why is the landscape planning SO NEAT!
It was so neat my colleague told me

it's impossible to lose our way
because there is no blockage at all.

BUT...we still lost our way. ha.
in fact, i never really remembered the routes.

I just followed. I am such a parasite.




I think anything is nice agaist the bald trees!
It is lomantic.
My colleague and I came to the conclusion that
couples can never ever fight in such a weather.
You will be in such a damn bloody good mood, really!
And you will like to hold hands a lot.


The tapas are ever so farking good!
I love asparagas and grilled green peppers!
I love veal sirloin, and I love grilled squids.
I love everything!
They make me want to drink lots of beer.


And, I found a shop call MAYDAY. ha~



One of the nights we went to this supposedly
very high class Thai restaurant for dinner and
a bowl of "white fragrant jasmine rice that goes
with anything" (as listed in the menu) was a
whopping 4eur. My god! I was grumbling the
whole night though we did not have to pay!

I can buy 5kg of white fragrant jasmine rice with 4 eur!
And so that's the trip.


But I must say it was really hot indoors and I hated that!
And shopping and trying on clothes

is such a hassle in winter time.

2008年1月14日

告别冬天

只是最近才对2007有一些感触
这阵子脑袋是空空的
只忙于当下的事,只顾得下一秒的事

几天前,忽然有点小领悟
2007可能是至今最辛苦的一年
有说出了口的 有始终说不出口的

现在回想
我领悟最深的是
不要害怕别人误会你
有一天,他们真的会知错的

不要害怕别人不喜欢你
要让所有的人喜欢
是件最累最蠢又最不可能的事

总而言之
一切就让时间证明
一切就让时间冲淡
这道理真不是盖的

时过境迁后 你回头看
发现没什么是时间无法带走的

除了怨恨
只要稍微的松懈
它就会在你心里慢慢滋长
你越努力掩盖 越努力忽略
它就会乘机越放肆的滋长
可是我始终无法面对
可是时间始终对它没有奏效
可恶的怨恨

开心的事当然有很多
看见高佬逐渐健康我好感激
遇见在最无意间遇见的你我很感激
大家都好好的 我很感激

就这样
我们又多认识多相伴了一年

生命还是很美好的 不是吗?

2008年1月3日

碎碎念

这是个恶性循环我不知道怎么样跟你讲不安累计变成太敏感太敏感再继续搅和不安我小心翼翼我招惹反感我不断让泪水决堤我招惹反感我亲手谋杀我的自信我招惹反感我本来就没有你会说话我本来就没有你会表达我本来就泪腺发达我本来就不会骂粗话我本来就不外向我本来开朗乐观我拿手自怜自哎吗还是我习惯无病呻吟吧又或者是我没有自己的人生还是我太善于放纵自己的想象是我是我是我都是我那你呢我最亲爱的你呢