最终话

Honesty is still the best policy.
I finally officially cut off all my turning back routes.
There is no other way out now but to walk forth
with a stronger faith and a more open heart and mind.
And I am so glad I told the truth.

Sadly there are still some lies to be told
to complete this ordeal.
To people I love.
But I swear this is the best way out for all.
I am so sorry, and I really hate myself to have to do so.

Now I can only tell myself that
there is a price to pay for everything.
I finally experience the startling truth
in this very cliche phrase.

I am glad about this closure
and I want to see it as a good ending from here.
And also a good start!

No more changing of minds, no more confusion,
no more guilt, no more hesitation, no more procrastination.

More determination, more strength,
more faith and more love.

With this I hope to close all the
unhappiness and uncertainty that
I had been down with for the past few months.

All before the year of the PIG!

谢谢那些在这段日子里被我烦得可能快抓狂的人。
你们一个个一定都知道自己是谁。。。
在这一堆排山倒海的问题中
唯一的好事是你们一直都在！

谢谢那个提醒我 integrity and honesty 的人
这么简单 这么重要 我竟然忘了

不愧都是我的北鼻！！
煽情害羞的说声我爱你们！！