A very brave day

I have this urge to blog today because I think I had been through a lot today!!

Because I have this I do not know came from where eye infection and I had been v jue jiang de pushing my lenses in my eyes regardless of the pain for the past week or so, until I was finally willing to admit there is something wrong when I get yellow discharge (which i tot was eye shit all along!!) and my eyes got smaller and smaller by the day, like they were not small enough to start with!!!

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AND SO I HAD TO WEAR SPECS TO WORK TODAY!!!

U all know I never even looked ok with specs all this while!
And...my specs is an old pair so the degrees is wrong and hence they make me very giddy.
And my deg is quite high so even with ultra thin the lens still look thick! v loser la!
And my fringe was too long, it kept poking into my specs so I trimmed it myself this morning and it turned out crooked.

TELL ME!!! are the above not enough to make me want to stay at home and hide!

But I had to go to work! Really I finally knew what is the power of the heart and mind combined, because as I was walking to the station this morning I really felt like my feet refused to carry me forward!!! But they can run me home anytime!!!

Anyway, I still went la. Have to be a brave adult.


So i looked like this 2day, but its really my Nth try take cos I really look v qian da in many shots!!! haha~

Ya and the whole office had to ask me a million times why I am in specs and had to stop by my seat and peep/stare/look (and laugh) at me like I am an exhibit!!!

Gou le!! I am already feeling so insecure, so jus STOP IT can!! ahaha~~

Hope I will recover by Thurs! Really feel v insecure in my specs! And yes, it's high time I make a new pair! And there should be some ultra ultra ultra thin technology now I guess! Just dun be too exp pls!!!

祝福我吧!!!