I found out that I had been sharing too little of my life here. Like most of my entries are on event coverage and MD. haha~

Maybe my life is just this void, or maybe I just like to let my emotions past me by day by day...so I sleep. but then I also really feel sleepy most of the time. haha

But honestly, there is really not much in my life now worth talking about. I brace up in the morning and I go to work, sometimes after changing a few sets of clothes. Then I listen to music and sleep all the way on the train.

I step into the office and starts being happy.

At 6plus I step out, cross the traffic light junction and feels weary admist the orchard crowd. Finally it's me and myself again.

I wait for the train at the ends of the platform and I try my best to look out and fight for a seat and sleep all the way if I do.

When I walk home from the station, the sky will already be dark and it's me and myself again. And I will listen to some slow MD song and pretend I am very lonely.

I reach home, my feet swollen from my heels, my back aching.
I have dinner, bath, blow my hair, hang around, do mask, surf the net, watch some TV, listen to music, and try to do as much insignificant things as I can, with the intention to sleep early but fails to do so every night.

Then I finally go to bed telling myself that tomorrow night, I MUST NOT sleep late anymore.

This is my life.
No la, I am not complaining.
Because I know sometimes peace can be a form of bliss too.
And still got MD to perk things up. and you all. and my family.

Maybe I need to learn something.
Oh, but I am going for some fitness trial package soon.
Try spoting me panting on the rows of threadmills at somerset. LOL

wah...THAT fan! 会不会太 LUCKY ~了!
still caught on film. 光宗耀祖了 lor.
If it's me, I will develop the photo and send to all of you, hard copy one.

I found this while surfing ... written by an MD fan...
and I LIKE!

----拥抱----
脱下常日的假面，奔向梦幻的疆界。。。。。

我不知道該怎麽說我的心情。。
我們失去的得到的看到的忘記的永恒的消失的。。
其實都是時間。我們沒有其他的。 我們有的只是時間。

不要跟我說感情。那是我們注定要寄送到虛無的我們活著的虛影。
那不是真實。他是我們在這個世界上唯一的美好。
而美好都是 虛幻的東西。。所以感情也一樣。

什麽時候我才能看到你的臉。
我一直相信你在這個世界的某個角落等著我。就像我在這裡等著你一樣。
所以我一點也不著急。所以我一點也不害怕。
我只是很害怕有一天我看見你卻又錯過你。
我只是害怕我來不及看清楚你的臉。
我只是害怕承認你是我在這個世界上唯一的虛無。
卻又成爲我真實存在的唯一證明。

我該怎麽訴説這樣華麗的思緒。
我該怎麽訴説這樣平凡的事件。

時間在慢慢的流過，而你在哪裏？

悲傷以後發誓要堅持的恨，到最後卻發現那些留在心里的全是美好和那樣虔誠的感激。

哪一个人爱我，将我的手紧握？

怎么会可爱成这种地步 啊 啊 啊啊
我会乘没人注意时 把他偷抱回家的
每天逼他 唱歌给我听 扁嘴给我看

啊哈哈 啊哈哈 啊哈哈 啊哈哈

I had been trying to post this since last week, but my HELLO failed me, and yao bu shi it failed me, I would not have realised that now can upload photos directly through blogger!!

haha...since when?!?!?! How come I was only just informed?!
I feel very cuckoo now.

Anyway, this entry is to convey my HAA for Chinatown and to ask everyone to make your way there although it's already packed with malaysians and aunties and uncles, and I hate to squeeze with the perpetually sweaty them!!!

Anyway, if my MP3 is a godsend, then this Chinatown should be a gem la..haha...discovered so many nice things in life recently, should be 知足! (quick go get MD's latest compilation, called 知足!!!)!

ya..back to CT. It's a gem because you can find the following there:

1) 甜品小屋 (People's park centre and Pearls centre)
很好吃很好吃很好吃很好吃很好吃 的mango sago...真的很好吃!!
Also love the steamed egg custard and almond paste, both very good for the skin.

2) Visma (NOT Wisma ah) (Pearls Centre)
Small CD shop with BIG collection and selected nice uncles. Can find everything and sometimes a few $$ cheaper than outside. really everything la, china versions, original versions, chinese, ang moh, jap, korean, vcds, dvds, dramas, cassettes, passe artistes, discontinued albums...etc.
(Can get MD's 知足 here at only $16.90!!!!)

3) Cheap toiletries shops (flats beside OG)
GYDN went back with 5kg of shampoo and gel and conditioner on one of our trips. We bought olay masks at half price, only $2.50 per piece. And the bio-essence face slimming cream only $23!!! Watson's sells $38! and think all the Estee and SKII etc at least 20% cheaper.

4) Cheap clothings (everywhere, just need to open your eyes and give every impossible looking shop/alley a chance...haha)
Look at what I bought from there! And they are soo cheap right! and yet so cute and 有质感 looking!

Mmm...the 点点 one looks fishy right...becos of the very short sleeves.
Yalar it's 童装...haha, but $5 only, if I don't buy very 对不起 myself and my future duaghter la. SO cute!!! Hoody with dots and pink buttons and stripped trimmings! Everything I haa in one small hoody! SOOO cute!!!

The other one also 童装 la..but this one can wear tho the sleeves a bit short! LOL...only $6!!!

Woo~~hoo~~

Finally some normal looking photos, no need to try 揣摩 some MD roles anymore..haha

It was a fun day, with a rainbow which I almost took a lifetime to make out, eonomical bee hoon with fried chicken wing, dogs dashing towards the sea to gydn's horror, MD's music which blasted thru our mini speakers and lots of sea breeze.

BUT...我只能说这一切都是有代价的! We all turned very dark and this gydn got sunburnt again! (Look out for her already existing tanlines in the pix) I guess we very silly de got deceieved by the seabreeze, thinking that it was 凉爽的一天 and hence 忘我的 stayed under the sun for SIX HOURS! crazy...haha

But still...it was a fun day la, finally made it to ECP together. Maybe can go again after I go and get powerful sunblock!