Some low grade replicas taken on our outing to ECP last saturday...
Just for laughs...haha.
Hope this wt or pg from RR don't chance upon here and attempt to sue me or what. LOL...wo zhen de mei qian!!!! but can work for MD la, anytime, just let me know.

大家, 振作吧!!!

How come nobody ever bother to tell me how shiok it is to own an MP3 player, and convince me to put my MD player away huh? You all.....

Although 慢了maybe 一个五百拍, but i still want to exclaim that MP3 players (cheap ones) are truely godsends!

Can get cheap ones from Giant, many brands and designs and colours to choose from that it makes you so confused. haha...although all are MIC la...but right now what else is not MIC...don't care le la. Anyway got one year warranty.

1GB plus FM function plus recording plus multi backlight colour plus can act as mirror for only $149. hbht cheap le!?!?!

Everyone quick go and get MP3 players from Giant!


Only thing I HATE is the BIG "MP3 PLAYER" wordings. very kiasu manufacturer, so scared people don't know that this is an MP3 player right.

I am BUSTED!!!!
in every sense of the word (my boss's favourite line)
B-U-S-T-E-D!!!

Here's a summary of my buyings this month:

Watch: $70
Jeans: $130
Handbag 1: $70
Hair straightener: $70
Handbag 2: $70
Chinatown shopping: $50
Some Isetan clothes: $80
Haircut: $30
T-shirt: $30
Total: $600

And this is exclusive of food and transport and misc and money for my ma ok. Plus I have been rather extravagent on food this month, and also taking too many taxi's. I dare not think.

Oh, and I still owe my company $500. Jialat....A lot of stuff were bought when I was at work. Supposed to check something out on the sales floor, or on the way to toilet, also can buy! HEN LEI!

Can buy from orchard to parkway to tampines.

Retail is surely a lucrative trade right, because they pay their employees little and yet make them buy a lot at their workplace (by forcing them to walk the sales floor often). Then, knowing that their employees' pay are low, they design some in-house credit card to make their employees spend on credit.
Jian shang!

PLEASE help me...PLEASE!
Whoever goes out with me, please take the initiative to assume responsibility to watch over my spendings!

I wont be able to afford a gynae consultation if this spending trend continues. Ha~ joking la...gynae is no matter what dou yao kan de!

Lucky MD's compilation is out on my next payday. That is so considerate of my man!

The new song makes me sooo bouncy I can hop to the toilet after waking up with the track looping in my head!

Yesterday I had the 2nd worst cramps I ever had in my memory.

I rem the worst one I had. I threw up non-stop that my boyfriend then had to call my parents home and they had to drag me to the clinic together to have an injection.

And I was throwing up all the way on my dad's car to the clinic, and almost fell out with everybody because I was feeling so sick my only wish was to lie beside the toilet bowl and die. I REFUSED to go to the clinic.

I even quarelled with the doctor because I was feeling so cold and he wanted me to expose my tummy and refused to switch off the aircon! I wanted to throw up on him!

Come to think of it now, I remember how my boyfriend then had to bear with my vomit breath while I cried and kicked on the floor for several hours.

Just imagine the vomit breath.

I shamefully confess that I did not rinse my mouth at all because image was JUST not in the picture anymore, plus where do I find the strength to do that! It must had been extremely traumatising for a cleanliness and hygenic loving virgo. (and anyone else la..haha)

He innocently only wanted to bring me my favourite food and watch Harry Potter with me on TV. What a dramatic turn.

Just a little incident that came to my mind before I go to bed.

Everytime I survive a cramps experience like that, I tell myself I need to live the next 28 days well to make the pain worthwhile.

But right now, I am feeling lost in this cyber space again. This cyber space brings me so close to things and people I love, but the closer I get, the more intense the feeling of voidness, and the more intense the disappointment of knowing how far you actually are in real life. The more I write and the more I say, the more I begin to doubt if I really mean what I am talking about.

I don't know if anyone knows what I mean. Maybe when I wake up tomorrow and read this entry again, I will also not know what I am talking about.

Time to go to bed then.

Thank you to my parents for taking care of me yesterday, though they really did not know what to do but rush over when they hear me throwing up, and my mum just rubbed "ru yi you" on my tummy non-stop..haha

I will try to live the next 27 days well.

And by the way I love MD's new song...
because it makes me happy! :)

I want to be 恋爱-i. n. g. with YOU!!!!

恋爱-i. n. g.

陪你熬夜 聊天到爆肝也没关系
陪你逛街 逛成扁平足也没关系
超感谢你 让我重生 整个o-r-z
让我重新认识 L O V E
( l - o - v - e ! l-o-v-e! )

恋爱-i.n.g. happy-i.n.g.
心情就像是 坐上一台喷射机
恋 爱-i.n.g. 改变-i.n.g.
改变了黄昏 黎明 有你 都心跳到不行

你是空气 但是好闻胜过了空气 --
你是阳光 但是却能照进半夜里
水能载舟 也能煮粥 喂饱了生命 --
你就是维他命 l o v e
( l - o - v - e ! l-o-v-e! )

未来 某年某月 某日某时 某分某秒
某人某地 某种永远的心情不会忘记此刻
L O V E

I AM MAD - FROM SLEEPING

I just woke up again...from some very bad sleep, and with a very bad headache.

I NEED HELP!

I think I am infected with this strange sickness which makes it IMPOSSIBLE for me to stay awake no matter I am outside or at home!

Here's my sleeping records for the past few days since MD left:

Sunday: 9am - 12pm (3hrs)
Sunday: 930pm - 1030am (13hrs)
Monday: 11am - 6pm (7hrs)
Monday: 230am - 730am (5hrs)
Tuesday: 1200am - 10am (10hrs)
Wednesday: 12pm - 2pm (2hrs)

That is a total of 40hrs in about 3 days (72hrs) and taking away my working hours on Tuesday, I slept for 40/66 hrs in my non-working time! That is a whooping 60%, which is the double of the 33% as required by a normal adult!

LEI!

But don't start getting envious because it was all poor quality sleep most of the time, and usually was not my intention to sleep. I either had a lot of long strange dreams or woke up in sweat because of my failing air-con and everytime, I woke up with a headache!

wo zhen de hen lei!...from sleeping...

I just cant stay awake laaa~~!! I can fall asleep instantaneously upon getting a seat on the bus, or when I sit down to try and watch some tv, and last night after I had spreaded my mask on my face, fell asleep and woke up to find that the mask had dried up! And whenever I woke up from my sleep, I told myself I better stop sleeping because it worsens my headaches, but while processing on this thought, I fell asleep again!

MAD RIGHT!!

Just cannot wake up no matter what laaa~~. Maybe xin did sms me to join him in TW la...and that he had made arrangments with the customs people to let me bring xiao-chou-chou along, but perhaps I read his SMS in my half awake state and forgot about it clean when I woke up. I better check with him again!

I think I should have been deep in sleep again now if I had not talked to GYDN jus now. She kind of made me brace up a bit with her unexplanable high about buying 4D. LOL...niu, hope you strike it big tonight. Don't forget me when you fly off to TW with your winnings.

Ya, and we concluded, maybe this sleeping addiction is some part of a Post-MD-Syndrome, because she is also experiencing something like this. Maybe we are all just too evasive about returning to reality to face the civilians and let their cliche-ness wash out our beautiful memories of MD. So we sub-consciously indulge in sleep to avoid disturbing cliche worldly contacts.

I M MAD LA~

Now I better go and check if my man did SMS me, in case the customs change their mind about xiao-chou-chou again.


Check out xcc's flower on the bottom right of her face. That is the 2nd top layer of cloth which I can still remember is a mickey mouse printed fabric. haha~ xcc has got many layers. 她是一个很有层次感的枕头!

PART 3 - THE DETAILS REALLY TIRE ME OUT (INCOMPLETE)

So we walked extremely fast amidst the hordes of people to catch the shuttle bus out of Marina Bay, got held up by the road marshallers many many times when walking to the bus stop, and at the carpark again got held up by a very un-intelligent Malay guard and some slow-reacting Indians! very lei!

And so because of all the time wasted, Raisin and I had to change out of our stinky sweaty clothes behind ah jart (GYDN's lime green van) on the road, and at the same time, comb our hair, apply some powder, clean my muddy sandals and feet, clear the rubbish from our bags, prepare markers and CDs, and cool down! And luckily GYDN (our driver) had a helpful experienced assistant to help her tidy up herself while she drove. Idol chasing is all about time management you see! And it's just so gross to meet your idols when you are sweaty, smelly and oily!

By the time we reached the supper place, MD was already there with 2 more tables of other not-so-famous artistes from the same company and a few other tables of fans!

Shit 1: we hate to lose out to other fans. We like to maintain our record of reaching there before them or at least being the first fans! We are XR people.

Shit 2: So many miscellaneous people around, very hard for MD to give us the attention that they may had intended! My man 毕竟 is a very shy star.

Shit 3: These miscellaneous people took up all the good seats. For the first time I will not be able to face my man and watch him eat and get some cheap thrill eye contacts. sigh.

Lucky we called to book a table, but I think the next time I better tell the aunty:
"我要定一桌四人的, 但一定要面对阿信". Must shout out the 2nd part of the sentence and further check with aunty: "你知道谁是阿信 right!" Very scared she make the wrong arrangements. You can never trust aunties with idols!

Ya, so we took orders distractedly. Only a XQ very clear-minded about what she wanted cos she was too hungry and her top priority still her hor fun than MD. For me, I just can have any food as long as the table is not too empty (so that MD will not find out that we are actually very 寒酸 fans), and I was also busy trying to adjust my seat so I can at least have some glimpses of my man's backview. Lucky he has a BIG back.

So our food came and we were quite happily talking and eating until I noticed this strange uncle who kept hovering around out table. Someone from my table (I forgot who) said he is the boss of the place. *I am not going to divulge the name of the supper place because really too many misc fans flooding the place already!!*

Our conversation with the uncle in Hokkien (in brief la), of course our is broken hokkien, and mixed with some other dialects.

Uncle: 每次五月天来我都会看到你们的hor. 你们喜欢谁 ah?
Raisin and I: Nair...那个白白, 高高, 大大只的 lor, 最好看的那个啦, 穿白衣的!!
GYDN: 我喜欢那个戴眼镜的! 0-0
Uncle: orhh 好!!等一下我叫他们过来跟你们拍照ah....

Ay..I think we all felt quite skeptical la, about the 拍照 part (I mean, how to take an uncle seriously with idol related stuff right, even though he is the boss!) until we saw uncle walk over to their table and went in rounds observing everyone at the table!!! *This uncle...不会真的说到做到吧...aiya!!! then should have network with him right from the beginning instead of the helper aunties! This uncle more powerful! ahaha*

So we continued to eat and eat.

Until a point when 阿信 went over to another table to 干杯 with the not so famous artistes, then we saw uncle standing behind 阿信 looking very impatient, like very 迫不及待 to get his words to 阿信. My heart skipped a beat! Don't tell me he is going to ask my man to come over! 我会承受不了的!!!! But yet at the same time 暗自期待 it is so, and meanwhile 心机很重的 quickly try to neaten my fringe and swallow my food etc. haha

AND UNCLE REALLY 说到做到!!!!!!!!! Saw him patted xin on his shoulder and said something to him while pointing to our table!!! I took a very very deep breathe! shit, 没想到uncle还真的不是省油的登!! saw xin walking over and jus felt very very very nervous.

So xin came over and I asked him..."erhmm 可以跟你拍照吗". (Sorry, MDC and TSJ, many times I was not able to register what you all also tried to say because whenever my man is around, I just auto block out you all. Only him and me in my world) And he replied: 等一下好吗? 等我们吃完了再拍. As usual...he tried to maintain a sincere eye contact and some distance being the very shy but sincere man of a few words. haha. 我爱!

Then...forgot whether I rem on my own or 隐隐约约 heard some whispers in the background about the present which I was supposed to give to him!! So as he prepared to walk off, I half shouted a ..."等一下...等一下...等一下...等一下...等一下...等一下..." 等一下..." " for as long as I tried to fish out the keychain from my messy bag! "哪...给你的!!" *blushes...trembles*

Like the last time when I passed him the lego box and this afternoon when I asked for a handshake, he once again gave me the "he does not understand my words and is trying to process them cum why I am giving him something" look. Maybe, in short...a straight face with a slight puzzled look!

Sigh...it is always at times like this that I just felt like chickening out and shrink my hand back, put the present back into my bag and tell him.."oh..没什么啦..你可以回去吃饭了" Dear 阿信 Do you always have to challenge my courage like that!!! sigh....

So he took the keychain from me and stared at it a while...like urmm..trying to figure it out...I told him "Sun Wukong"...and raisin also said a 怪怪的sun wukong, then he gave a cute chuckle, and according to raisin, showed his cute dimples vividly!! i missed out the dimples...haha..wasted!



I can only conclude that during most of my interactions with him, I actually do not really know what's going on, focussed too hard to get through the moment with him and to remember to breathe, and always very kia kia to make him uneasy or unhappy! We are just very kia kia fans la. Ok...then he walked back to his table with his nice nanny, called 小肉包.

I gasped hard for breath. And my limbs were like numb from all the nervousness...吃不下了!

And forgot to mention he stole a glance at our food on the table. Wondered if he thought to himself that these fans...really are very faithful. Not rich, but always still make it a point to come here have supper to see us(MD). Always see them only ordering very little and cheap basic dishes, like fried rice, tofu soup. LOL...no seafood or elaborate meat dishes like us.

*Taking down all these details is making me very very tired! Want to thank raisin for filling in those which I had forgotten. Just too many important happenings for a night."

So my friends continued to eat and I still cannot get over the interaction. Stirred around with my chopsticks wondering what was the blank on his face for just now, and wondering if he will keep my keychain properly or will end up in the wrong hands again, and wondering if we will really get to take photos with them later.

But we saw uncle boss going out to make deliveries on his bike, so maybe there will be no one to remind xin about photo taking then. This shy man, don't think he will come over on his own accord.

After a while, MD went over to take photos with another group of fans who are friends of this Peifen DJ frm 933, because Peifen requested for it! (Please don't ask me what was she doing there because I already cannot swallow the fact that she at one point of time was sitting between monster and ah xin!! But I do know all along she very haa MD and during her interviews with them, always try to 放话 or get other DJs to 放话 for her that she likes Monster a lot! Lucky she din target my man!!!) By the way she also 2 of my friend's not-so-close friend and also from NTU! If she can sit beside my man at supper, Y CAN'T I!!!!!!!!

Ay..ya..so we saw MD taking photos with THAT table of PF's friends and felt so jealous because the girls lingered around my man for SOOOO long like ants stuck to chocolate, and I jus felt like asking them to get off his neck! eeeks! Never even saw them around before, dunno which anthole they came out from!

Then once again as they were walking around/back to their tables. Uncle (back from his delivery) reminded xin again to honour the photo taking promise and this man...again said he will come after food. FOOD AND FOOD AGAIN! LOL...but it's ok la...I forgive him. I know FOOD very important in his life.

Sidetrack:
After I went home, I realised it was rather un-nice for ah xin to be kept being told to come to our table to take photos with us because it seemed like we were the superstars instead. I mean, I am jus a fan of this jue dui superstar la, but not any superstar. haha. But then again, it was uncle right, not us, we did not instigate uncle to do it at all ma!

The 3rd time uncle reminded xin (very persistent and 讲意气 uncle huh), he FIANLLY came over, FINALLY finished his food. haha. Then I asked him very kia-kia-ly: 你吃饱了吗? 可以拍照吗? By then 小肉包 also came along to protect him. haha. My man always feel very insecure alone! And 小肉包/xin (cant rem) said: 来来来...全部人一起拍!!

*HEY!!! WAIT WAIT WAIT!!!! I WANT SOLO LEY!!! SOLO WITH MY MAN LEY!!!! CAN SOLO FIRST ANOT HUH?*

At this point of time, xin already kind of stood there, waiting for us to pose around him, say something like "来拍吧", so I awkwardly went to stand around him, gave up hopes on my solo pic with him, and waited for the rest to fall into place, forgot that I had to pass the camera to 小肉包. So went to pass to her and asked her to be steady cos the camera is very light. *I really dun want a blurred group photo again, like the last time!*

Meanwhile I already saw Xin, Monster and YanMing very busily trying to postion themselves on stools behind us, while the girls (we all la) just very careful with bending our heads very low so we will not block them again, like the last time!!! This time cannot let ANYTHING goes wrong!!!! Had the urge to turn back to ensure that I was in front of ah xin (at least maybe can go home and crop out the rest..haha), but then, being the kia-kia fan, still did not turn back to check eventually.

Heard Monster asking if he can lift up the bag 1st, turned back and realised he was standing on GYDN's stool so had to hold on to her bag if not nowhere to stand! Hey...NIU!! HE TOUCHED YOUR BAG!!!!

Ya..so after some positioning, heard a deep manly voice from my man behind saying: 来...一二三...我们一起笑了...说YEAH!!! sooo可爱!!!!
*But 太看不起我了la! 难道你觉得如果你不提醒的话, 我会笑得不够开心吗? 跟你拍照我一定会笑得合不拢嘴的ma...by default!*

And so...this is the end product...which we are all so proud of!!!! Please compare with the ones below, which ware then taken by someone stupid. Not that I want to bear grudges, but she's incurring my wrath too often lately!

By the way, GYDN, I am still very unsure where yr YanMing dashed out from to take the pic. I thought he was still busy gorging himself with food from his faraway table.

And you all also don't ask me how come this group photo, like the previous only only consisted of the same 3 members, I really do not know why. But they are also our fav 3 members, btw. If you are going to force me for an answer, mayb I will jus throw out a "应该是缘分吧!" LOL

These are the ones taken previously:



Ya...so after the photo taking I guessed the rest of the guys just dispersed like that, like lalang, and I don't remember why and how come, but my man was still lingering around (maybe he is just too BIG to be like lalang), unfortunate enough to let this persistent fan push her luck further.

Asked him if he can sign Final Home CD, and he (AGAIN!!!) thought for a while (I think for a moment he was going to say no because of some mysterious pressure from his nanny who was almost ready to drag him away, but maybe again he's too heavy), then gave in to us with an innocent yet manly obliging and pampering look and said: "好啦, 签啦!"

And meanwhile he said to raisin: "现在签了,签名会就没有东西签了" (this man, just what is he thinking of man, how come always have such cute unworldly statements!) Raisin: "我有两份!!". And monster chuckled in the background.

By then I already ran over to my bag and took out the booklet which I already removed from the jacket in advance and pushed it right in front oh him with the marker. So he signed mine, and raisin's and GYDN's, and after raisin got hers back...she exclaimed "为什么我的签名每次都没有笑脸的!" (just fyi, because xin sometimes leave smiley faces beside his signature, but it all depends on your luck la, not everytime will kena), and so this nice idol took back her CD and drew her the smiley face, and I vaguely remember myself saying something like "你懒惰" in the background (which I now feel quite embarassed about).

So of course if she has smiley face I also must have right..haha....so I also thrusted my booklet over and said to him "我也要!!"

sidetrack: FYI, raisin and I are xin fanatics while GYDN, as the name suggests, haa GY, xq only haa songs, so you will not be seeing her name appearing too often other than at the food ordering part.

So...this nice man took the booklet over and drew me a smiley face too! (talking about pushing our luck, huh..the ultimate is yet to come!)

And after signing, he looked down at the marker in his hands and asked if it was ours. And I pushed my luck de try to play punk again and said "不是啦,是你的". And he (AGAIN) 放空 for 1...2...3secs....the air frooze...LOL....then popped a "是你的吧". LOL....so cute! what was he processing huh?? to duh me anot or whether that was really his marker huh?? haha....

After that GYDN taught me how I should have replied: "我们之间,难道还需要分你我吗?" (my marker also your marker). LOL. yahor. THis GYDN sud become so good with her chinese expression.

So, finally, as he prepared to move on from us, I said to him: "明天机场见!". Look how desperate I am to pro-long our conversation.

*By the way we din catch them at the airport la, the 1st time we told them that also missed them. Wonder if this is the actual dai sai statement or is it really just aunty*

After having gathered some courage already and having started on asking for autographs, we decided its time to attack some other members, namely, GYDN's GY. So we walked over to their table where GY was seated back (maybe to finish up his remaining rice grains), and I signalled to him if we can have his autograph, at the same time preparing the camera because the ultimate task is to get a solo pic for GYDN and GY.

Note: We are not fans of autographs, honestly. We only yearn for that moment of being in the same time and space with our idols when they are signing, that's really about all.

So he waved for us to "come over" in his usual down-to-earth expression with some friendliness that he seemd to be holding back. This GYDN was the first, of course, but little did she expect her "still cannot get over xin" peers to forget to pass GY the markers on their hands. LOL. Then i intended to take a photo of GYDN and GY, and being the respectful fans who do not snap like it's nobody's business, we asked for permission.

Little to expect the local manager (sitting beside GY, dunno busy smoking or drinking la) to say "No, 今晚不要拍照好吗". Hello, are you drunk or are you jus plainly discriminating us openly for no reason huh? What do you mean by that? I thought a million fans just took a million photos for the past 20 min and while you said that, it was still happening?!?!?!?! WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY "今晚不要拍照"?!?!?!?! Did you realise how silly you looked then, because at the moment you said that, xin's nanny was helping fans take pictures of fans and him, vigourously, intensively, enthusiastically!

Forget it, I am used to being treated with double standards by local RR people. You all really please learn from xiao rou bao.

So being the "do not wish to go against wishes" fans, I was ready to put down my camera, until 我越想越不甘心, and so hurriedly took a photo without focusing much. Just wanted to try my luck, but shit! Got flash!!!! 破功!! so sorry niu!!!

After that proceeded to MS whom i will not elaborate much, except he is nice la, Offered to sign on both booklet and jacket for us. And that uncle from another performing group kept getting in my way!!!

I really wish to stop here, yet feel I need to be professional about my archiving. Fine....忍痛带过吧 ba. If there are any MD fans out there who had been cursing me non-stop for the above, here is a little chance for you to gloat. sigh.

I am tired, shall continue tomorrow night. Maybe I am just evasive.

PART 2 - BUT TO BE CONTINUED

This idol chasing really wears me out. I slept for almost a continuous 24hr other than waking up to eat and to pee. And my feet got cramped when I was sleeping and my calves got cramped when I half-ran to pee. Just some examples.

Only had energy level to blog Part 1 yesterday. There are 3 parts to this by the way, I did mention that it is going to be LONG right! haha...And I am not even near to the climax yet! Hope you all din think that was the end.

Ya, so Part 2 will be the concert although I have an insuppressable urge to just jump to Part 3...ahaha.

I have decided to jump to Part 3 le, in case I only have energy to blog Part 2 tonight by the time I reach Part 3 I may have forgotten some detailed details.

A HOT SATURDAY - PART 1

乐极生悲 AGAIN! But it is all within expectations because it always happens after MD leaves: feels like I am out of love!

And this morning did not manage to catch them at the airport again, I still rather believe that aunty dai sai than GYDN. Things with MD always jus go smoothly when she not around, really! But maybe should not push all the blame onto aunty because her supposed reliable informant from R.Record also getting more and more selfish. This selfish informant maybe i will elaborate later, if I m not too tired from writing about my man.

Before I continue, I need to first declare this is going to be a very long and detailed and mad entry, so those who still cannot accept or not interested in my idol pursuits, can jus skip but try to at least browse through the pictures.

Next thing, when talking about my love for MD, it generally points to one person, which is ah xin....你们都很熟了 right. Unless I am talking about their music and performance, then it refers to the whole of MD. And when I say "my man"..it also refers to ah xin.

PART 1: BEFORE THE CONCERT

Anyway, ya, MD is in town for National Day celebrations and yesterday they had a performance at Marina Bay. And of course, being MDC, we have our 不变的坚持 about MUST stand in the 1st row no matter what. Even when forced to the wall with unfair conditions and very cock up management from R.Records. STILL must persist!

Reached that place early in the morning at 10am with a handful of fans who were slightly earlier than us, and to find that there were no proper queuing system whatsoever, and that place where we were instructed to q turned out to be the president's entrace so we jus had to make ourselves scarce. Very irritating, because we are very 认真 fans who are very particular about fairness and who comes first etc. Q-ing early is NO problem, but must guarantee my 1st row position.

The sun was scorching, I need to emphasize SCORCHING.It was just just 无情的酷热. I hate to sweat and I hate to get dark, and I really hate to move under the sun! But no choice! And since we dunno where to q, and q le also no guarantee, so we went to the kopitiam opposite, and kept a close lookout from there.

sidetrack:
It was then that I realised all s'pore guys look THE SAME. The place was flooded with them because there were also many other events going on at this place for National Day. So endless of them walked past me at the kopitiam, and really just no 辨识度...all of them, maybe only some more loser looking than average and some fatter etc.

During our "keeping a lookout", suddenly saw this idol mini bus driving up to the concert venue and I saw a very familiar looking YanMing inside!! 他会不会太好认了!! MUST be MD here for rehearsal!!!! YESH!!!! so we 奔 across the streets (safely) and tried to calm down while waiting for them to come down.

My man...just as cute and composed and aloof as ever, listening to his MP3 player on the bus with straight face, with his head wrapped in towel and in his new favourite co-ordinate: casual jacket. He was wearing 3 layers of clothes!! and his innermost layer was the singlet which we knew of its existence since 5 yrs back! 我们看了都热! Very out of the situation, he. haha. But he was still so suave! and cute!!!! and cute!!! can cute!!



So they got on with their rehearsals with some cute happenings here and there and we just poked our heads from outside the barricades and I locked my eyes on my man, sitting down from time to time when tired. But at least time passed faster.

After that still floated around until the army boys who are very out of the situation themselves ask us to get sitted at the grand stand inside the concert venue, but the sun was still SCORCHING!! GYDN said it was 42deg. But I belived her because her tanlines really 不是普通的 tanlines! very well defined and very great contrast! And we just sweated and sweated under our caps and umbrellas, the sweat jus trickled out of my berms LIKE THAT!! haha...very gross la. We even had to rub ourselve with ice cubes which melted instantaneously on the skin, and had urge to just pull up our shirts and rub ice inside if not for our tummys. haha just VERY VERY VERY hot like an oven. extremely gruelling weather condition for idol q-ing.

Scenario qn for MDC and TSJ:
Would you all rather q like yesterday or get exhibited in front of 7-11 at J8, but with shelter and air-con? Very hard qn to answer.

Then they left after rehearsing with Uncle Emil and of course we had to 奔 out again sweatily and oily-ly. Waited for my man to come out behind the barricades, and thought very hard about what to do to him, cos cannot just stand behind him and not take any action, very wasteful!

Ok, try to get some physical contact then (my fav, lol).So I asked him if I can shake hands with him.



And he as usual, bent over and dazed for a while, like trying to process my words, then shifted his guitar to another hand, came forward and shook our sticky palms!!!!!!! smilingly!!!!!!!!

And said "晚上见~!"

*The last time he said "耽会儿见~" to me 5 years back, I had never managed to move on till now!*

I told myself on the spot that ALL HAS BEEN WORTHWHILE!!! All the shit I got for the tix and all the sweat!
"这样就够了!!! 真的!!! 这样就够了!!!"

They left and we went back, forced to watch some parachutes and taiji etc performance which left us very clueless about what the rest of the audience (who came in hordes) were there for because the performance really can just use a plain lousy to describe. (but still good effort, GYDN and ash!) Sporeans really too free on weekends or can do with any free entertainment or jus love the country or what?

Finally we 撑 through and very glad the sun is setting and finally we can start to charge into the 摇滚区 (which we had to get tix through v unreasonable means). By then, the supposed q system the fans had supposedly set up already messed up by the civilians and so it was just MD fans running around the field and crowded around the 摇滚区, and nobody from Unusual or R.R tried to 出面 and do some co-ordination to give us some justice. Very shitty!!! These organisers, really the worst we had ever encountered. Threw their responsibilty to the innocent clueless NS boys.

Finally someone from Unusual appeared and the way he checked our tix was like...50 of us flash at him at the same time, and then charge past his gantry towards the stage.

I am sure many dishonest people ran in too. I HATE unfair-ness, I already mentioned!

Luckily we still managed to conquer some front row space!

I am very much into this jue dui superstar thing recently, together with many people around me.

First of all let me declare that my all time favourite is, and will always be this weijian little boy! so cute...melt the hearts of OL da-jie-jie's and ah-yi's. Love his voice! I can loop and loop his songs for very long time.

Ya, ask me how, quick!! becuase I have all his performances in MP3's!!
Gasp in astonishment and ask me how come I have, quick!! haha...secret. but whoever wants, I can send to you all, $1.20 per song, 3 songs for $3. All proceeds will go to "Vote for Hoh Wei Jian Fund" I promise I will not mis-use the money, really!!"

I have all his solos and some duets too. hahaha...

By the way, today's show was like mad! What was the lao gay jason tan trying to do huh. I think i will not be sued for slander for calling him names and talking bad about him right, becos my colleague keep emphasizing that only when 5 or more people are involved at the same time then can be considered slander. So i can continue right.

Anyway the lao gay, i can only use a MAD to describe his performance. Wear some very ugly looking clothes out in the name of retro and swing his arms madly in the air so much that he cant catch his breath to sing with his very weak vocals and got so zi-high he forgot his lyrics and kept going out of tune!! And I swear I saw him thrust his mike towards the camera/audience like trying to ask us to sing along! CRAZY! Li Fei Hui was so amused he cant stop laughing to give comments.

I think I know what he is trying to do. He wants to force the judges to fail him so that he can show us he has such a powerful fanbase he can still get in even with VERY VERY low marks.

And he wants to show us that he can give hilarious performances and still get Fang Zhong Hua to give him a whooping 8 marks like last week (when FZH only gave weijian 6 on both weeks!!!Ya, I still can't get over that!), to confirm FZH's love for him.

See...his xin ji just very very very zhong!

And he also wants to reinforce the fact that his fans really so many and so supportive that he got SOOOO distracted he performed badly. This lao gay has a truckload of excuses for everything!! Remember how he tried to convince the judges his voice and hands were trembling because he was just trying to be shen qing, and not because he is chicken and got himself far too nervous. But i guess then we must give him come credit for his progress from the trembling jason tan to the brave performance tonight.

I think I can go on and on about him. LOL. shall jus stop here.
But I really do hope I do not have to come here to talk about him anymore for the next few consecutive wed nights.

I hope I can come and gloat over him being kicked out tomorrow night, But I somehow just have a bad omen he will stay, because he is a true blue hard core pest who will irritate everyone to the core and will never DIE...no matter how much baygon u spray on him!!

And MD is coming on Sat and I am going for their concert at Marina Bay! Took too many days leave to prepare for their arrival la...and they are staying for less than 24hrs! Actually I can don't take any leave at all. But well, also a good thing so I can stay home and indulge in my happiness and in missing them and not have to be thrown back to reality so fast. Always finds it hard to return from that world.

National Day is back so fast! Please allow me to say a cliche de "Time really flies!" We are just growing old so fast, but when will I ever grow out of my idol fettishes???

I think never... hahaha