I don't really know what to write here anymore, or maybe, how best to express myself.
I am getting protective about how I feel and what is going on.

I really just do not know what to say and how to say. at all.
And i also do not feel like saying anything.
I cant even think of what to say in a message to my idol.

if only i can compose poems like dd
if only i can come up with msn nics as fast as corny and as expressive as gz
hahahahaha

feels extremely yucky to be sick.
the next wave will be my cramps, in a few days' time.
and this legendary term called "long holiday" never existed here since 2 years ago.

Happy Vesak Day!